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Created on 2007-03-16 18:03:17 (#12512474), last updated 2009-06-24
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Each and every time I write these I think about how this is the confessions of a 20 something with a fucked up perfect life.
I am tired and anxious and a plethora of feeling and emotion that I save for the lined paper of my journal. I hide who I am and select few friends. I am madly in love and completley content in that respect. I work at a meaningless job that I wake up disgustingly early for. I fear fat and calories and find myself repulsed at the thought of it. I am opinionated and harsh and needy and independant in conjunction with each other. I need more drive but when I put this into perspective, maybe I have too much already. I feel lost and like a wandering soul but Im not. In all reality I have the structure that I grasp for so often, I just dont regognize it because I am too consumed with everything else.
So that is my nutshell filled with little nothings about myself.
I have desires to grow as a person and learn to be loved and to love and happy. I think I can live with accepting to begin...
-N
I am tired and anxious and a plethora of feeling and emotion that I save for the lined paper of my journal. I hide who I am and select few friends. I am madly in love and completley content in that respect. I work at a meaningless job that I wake up disgustingly early for. I fear fat and calories and find myself repulsed at the thought of it. I am opinionated and harsh and needy and independant in conjunction with each other. I need more drive but when I put this into perspective, maybe I have too much already. I feel lost and like a wandering soul but Im not. In all reality I have the structure that I grasp for so often, I just dont regognize it because I am too consumed with everything else.
So that is my nutshell filled with little nothings about myself.
I have desires to grow as a person and learn to be loved and to love and happy. I think I can live with accepting to begin...
-N
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